Sunday, February 20, 2005
It's true
Well, I think it's proven that singaporeans are really tight-lipped about controversial or the -society-won't-really-accept-it kind of topic. Just take the previous post as an example. I was hoping a hot debate would actually pop up at my tagboard but just as I expected, there was scarcely or rather there was no reply at all. No wonder Singaporeans are rated the least type of employee employers are looking out for as they more often than not keep ideas to themselves or just go with the flow; not having a mind of their own.
I didnt quite believe the survey because I thought other people ( like me..hee3) would stand up and save the 'image' of Singaporeans being shy and quiet and all that shit.Because I do know of people who are really outspoken but at least the shit they give is justifiable and of good use. Not the kind of shit that deserve to go down the sewage.
Anyway, so much for my rambling, I was shocked to come across this line which claimed that
"love is nothing".
i was partly horrified partly sympathetic. Maybe the author didn't have much luck in love or maybe he had a rough experience with it. But really, how can anyone say love is nothing? Coincidentally, my module for CME this term is on marriage and parenthood. The basis of these is none other than love or for simplicity's sake, other than other factors such as trust, understanding yadayadayada, isn't it love that binds people together in the first place? Frankly speaking, i can't bring myself to marry a guy whom i don't even love so arranged marriage is a BIG no-no for me!
My brains were working @
20:20
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
about this
Hey peeps....i've got questions for all of you to ponder on...
Qns:
Is sex a 'bond' created between two lovers for them to stay together?
Is sex a signal of lust over love?
Or does it show deep affection for one another?
What do you think???
Feel free to comment on my taggies...
My brains were working @
17:25
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
e maths ct today
hey
studied well yesterday
talked to him about all the things in transformation and locus
then today
e maths ct
it sucked
most of my classmates said they lost 10 marks already
including myself
the paper's out of 40
so we must get everything else right in order to get our distinctions
hope i can make it
erghh......me and arul bet we'll get B3....haiz
well, at least i ended my day on a good note
the sajak team is bonding together
and we're having FUN
cikgu fazilah was shocked to know that i'm also in the syf on top of the two malay department inter-school competitions...hahakz....
well....it's been a week....and so far everything's fine
i just __________ so much......
i can't wait for tomorrow
got sleepover
hahakz
My brains were working @
19:55
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i love you guys!!!!
just came back from sec 4 & 5 heats.....
here's an update:
4 x 100 purple house team 2 boys - 2nd (my team!!!!)
4 x 100 purple house team 2 girls - 2nd (my team!!!)
100m girls purple house - 1st Norashikin
100m boys purple house - 1st Tan Lun Yi
2nd Khairul
High Jump boys purple house - 3rd Alex!!!!!
my...i don't think i remember anything else....hee3
i was tired from cheering man!!!
hahakz
congrats to ayie for cutting amin heehee( jgn marah min)!!!!
gotta bounce!!!!
My brains were working @
19:00
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
awww...you guys missed me huh?
i wanna wish all those celebrating CNY gong xi fa cai!!!! i had a wonderful CNY with my cousins....hahakz....miss them loads..especially to muhsin hu's at indon...i miss u!!!! so did abg apidz, kak ct and the rest of the crew!!!! come home soon!
Anyways...my cpu broke down! So that's why i couldn't update but here i am now! So save all those tears for me aites...muahahahaha
k..so had track training today. met at 1100hrs ended at 1300hrs. went lot 1 and then went queensway..bought new sports shoes with the hang bao money!!!!! cheap2 one lar..around 50bucks....and its ORANGE!!!!
then carikkan him v day present....haiyo...nasib baik ade connection ngn street guys...leh tlg belikan! hahakz....trime kaceh byk2 yek...owe u guys one man!!!
den now d lowdown. i lost my EZ link card pat queensway!!!!! damn...i had the bus concession in it and a value of 8-dollars-plus.... heart pain lehs.... haiz.....
then on monday v day have remedial until 1730!!!! how to celebrate v day seh...
sob...
sob...
sob...
My brains were working @
21:19
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
haiz.....i'm doomed
confirm i've flunked my amaths test!!!! argh!!! its so damn bloody hard. To make matters worse, i got my surface area and volume formulas of spheres and cones mixed up! so what else can i say? even if my method's right....the whole thing's wrong if my formula is confirmed wrong! hahakz...
Anyways....i've done my part to tell him the truth. I don't wish to comment anymore. i can't blame him if he doesn't want to be my friend. it's all up to him.
However,
i've some good news. you know they always say if you love somebody set them free, if they come back to you then he's yours? well....he's come back to me. i feel so happy. but the sad thing is, though how much we still love each other and want each other, well....something's got in the way, but it's not a third party or what lar.
but you know how it feels when you know he wants you as much as you want him but still, you can't be together? hahakz...the irony of life. He missed me. I missed him too.
My brains were working @
20:45
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