Tuesday, November 22, 2005
i luv ma homies


we had an impromtu gathering at my house today...for the first time in a very long time. trust me. when i say long, i really, really times a godzillion times mean long.

it all started with the NYAA diary thingy that we're suppose to fill up and hand in 2mr to get our NYAA Bronze. I tell you, if it weren't for the award, i wouldn't even bother to pick up my pen again.hehs. Anyway, i called deebz yesterday nite and talked to her 'bout' some stuff and we ended up talking about the NYAA. i told her i can't really do it on my own, so why not she and hid come over to my crib in the mrng or smth and work it out together.

so yeps. at 1040++am there were at my place. and then deebz called j and told her they're at my crib so she decided to join us. then jee called me, asking me abt the NYAA stuff as well. so i told him we're here n by 12.50 he's here too. But...j still haven't come tho she just lives a few blocks away whereas jee lives at bb...haha...

neways, we were onto it, at least until my mom left for the hosp with my bro and erm...haha..that's when i decided to do erm..some kinda experiment on...ME..yeps..im not gonna tell ya what it is tho' haha...neways, it got the whole grp excited.
i mean REALLY EXCITED!!!it was the first time that they experienced smth like that. DONT GET THE WRONG IDEA YOU PERVERTS!! i wasn't doing porn or anything associated with it. haha.

so yeahs.we went 'astray' for a few moments.then when im done with my experiment, nobody was in the mood to sit down, take their pens out and write a diary so we kinda had a picnic AT MY HOUSE, as weird as it sounds!!

watched two movies, courtesy of j..thks babe! and j and i went to fajar to buy some light snacks...for them to chew on, no doubt. we watched 50 first dates and honey. my GAWD!!! the first movie was soooo touching...deebz cried! tho she laughed out the loudest, (excluding me) when it came to the raunchy jokes. heehee...

i owe u deebz, n hid for my erm "experiment"...haha...n j for the bubble tea n jeejee for the long awaited devdas vcd.

i love ma homies...mmmuaaacckss to you guys!i mean, girls


My brains were working @ 18:53


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Monday, May 02, 2005
alertitu


i have a damn dead blog

muahahahahahaha....

erm...knock knock..anybody home???


My brains were working @ 11:15


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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Swimming...Watching...


wowee...i was very tired...NPCC unit went swimming at the CCK Stadium yesterday!!!
i had tremendous fun with deedee and nana....hahakz...love you girls!!! and also the rest of the girls from our unit...we were having our own girl talk at the spa pool and the boys were at the otehr corner..suddenly this wei hong popped out of the pool...caused us three girls to scream..and the boys and other girls laughing...hahakz...i managaed to tease raj..boy, now he would be so conscious of his underwear when he's swimming!!! wakakaka...i feel so mean..but i like....hahakz...

i'll be watching a play later, with the drama club. i think it's titled between the devil and the deep blue sea...In the film reviews in the straits times, both reviewers gave it five out of five stars...one was local and another one was a foreigner....even ying wen said its the best show she have watched in a long time..obviusly, i'm v excited...heehee...


My brains were working @ 11:56


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Thursday, April 14, 2005
aftermath


guess what? Drama SYF is over!!!!

all the four months of rehearsal brought solid power to the 20min performance we did last wednesday at hwa chong jc. It was so nerve-wrecking when i had to wait for my turn backstage. I think all those who were invloved in theatre/stage performances know that no matter how many rehearsals you have, when it comes to the real thing, things may go wrong when you least expect them to.

That's what happened on the real day.

See, my school made use of UV light as one of our props so that the florouscent (pardon my spelling) puppets can shine in the ambience of the theatre when all the lights are off. Guess what? During our 5-min prep time, the UV could not light up!!!! The SM ( stage manager ) panicked...so did ying wen, our sch instructor...luckily at the 6th min, the light started to light up.

My heart did flip-flops when at the fifth mintute, Ying wen asked us to do without the light. I was like....gosh..there'd be no effect!!! but alhamdulillah....the light managed to outdo itself. H/ever, since we overshot our prep time by 1 min, we had to clear off the stage by 4 mins..which is not really an issue...

after that, everything went smoothly...and boy, was i immensely relieved once everything is over...phew....we have high chances of getting a SILVER award...but we'll only know our results in May...cause for drama, the judges wish to witness every performance first, then i guess have some moderation on the whole...but really, at the end of the day, the final award our instructor awarded us was GOLD for our effort, and that's what matters to me, to know that your hard work have been acknowledged.


My brains were working @ 23:45


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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
aiyo....what happened?


hey guys...guess why i'm up at such unearthly hours?

hahakz..i just completed my hmk...ooops...i mean partially completed my hmk...
i'm left with the summary of my nov 1994 compre paper..which my class ahd already done last year...don't know why prema asked us to do it again this year...and 3/9's copies are still with her hahakz...no ownder she didnt mind us doing it again coz we can't refer mah....hahakz...

i finished her 9 pg oral conversation thingy - 3pages without leaving a line for each pictures and i had 3 pictures to do...took up like most of my time...but really, during the oral time, just how much can we say? so i think writing three pages per picture does not really help because sometimes, you haven't even come to describe the significant part yet but the examiner cut you off.....irritating right?

hahakz..guess what? today...all the homwork i did over the weekend are all at home...i forgot to bring...luckily prema didnt come today - i forgot her oral file plus CME assignment...forgot to bring that is...then miss chow v sorry lehs but i left it in my chem file at home..i got do hor...heehee...

k lar me wanna do my summary then maybe wake up at 5.30 to jog for awhile so i'll be fresh throughout the day....preventing the sleepy disease!!!! heehee...c u guys around...

love you...muacks


My brains were working @ 01:13


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Sunday, April 10, 2005
i want you guys to know i love you all!


hey...i know i know i have not updated in a looong tyme...like a week maybe? So pardon me for the long entry as lotsa stuff happened in the course of the week...

First and foremost, i just wanna say a huge THANK YOU to everybody who made my birthday worth remembering. so paiseh man, my beloved class sung the birthday song and then my prefects sang another one during debrief....hahakz...thanks so much for your lovely presents guys...and of course for your well-wishes. I really x588955 appreciate it.

I went to my aunt's place yesterday for kenduri arwah my cousin. He was the same age as me. Its been a year. He's no longer with us. I miss him. He was very close to me. We would always talk abt anything and everything under the sky. I looked at his picture yesterday. I missed that exuberant smile he always showcased, his loving-ness and all.

This week haven't been a great week for me... except for the few occasions like my birthday, bumping into SEHA on thursday and knowing a great guy. hey babe! seeing you that day brightened up my day. Rinduuuu, rindu serindu rindunyaaaa.....ohhhhhhh....hahakz....

last wednesday and friday, i didnt go for my np training cos this week is the last week for syf rehearsal. The whole cast was scolded on wednesday afternoon. From the boat crew, waves group, puppeteers all the way to the backstage crew. I teared. I teared not because i cant stand scoldings but I teared because i realised that the teachers and instructors put in a lot of effort and pinned high hopes on us so that at the end of the day, we will benefit. But all of us, in one way or another contributed to the lousy theatre rehearsal at hwa jong jc on sunday. I could sense the disappointment in all the teachers. That was what made me cry.

I realised most of the seniors, and my juniors who were really passionate about drama teared. Those who contributed the most to the mistakes were mostly my juniors who don't even give a fuck that they had let down our teachers. They could still joke around and smile after seeing the atrocious mistakes they made.

In my opinion, these are the people who joined drama because no other CCA would take them. They've got no passion for what they do. Fuck lah. If i didn't have passion for drama, i would have simply not attend rehearsals, especially on fridays where i'll go for np training in the afternoon and drama training in the evening. Sometimes i ask myself, why bother tiring myself? the answer is because i have deep-rooted passion for drama since primary school but didnt take drama as my first cca only because my mother disliked the long rehearsal hours but after awhile, i was like yearning for the stage more and more. That's why i joined drama again, even though it can only be my 2nd CCA.

But still, even though DRAMA is like my 2nd CCA, it didn't give me an excuse to give slip-shot work. or not attending drama whole-heartedly. Yet, those people whose first CCA is drama can still give slipshot work. What the fuck.


My brains were working @ 11:20


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Saturday, April 02, 2005
see i pee?


hey...u guys didnt cross your fingers for me...boohoo.... hhakz...guess what? i was late! muahahahaha

neways...kedebak-kedebuk...aft registering and eating and choosing our own location, we proceeded to yishun. only me, nana and dee used home clothes hahakz...the rest use sch-u or half-u. heh. we break record seh. even bdk2 sec 5 dgr ckp cikgu pakai sch u...kiter yg bdk2 sec 4 nie jugak yg kepale batu nak pakai baju umah.

we reached yishun around 1100++..and by 1230, i finished all my stickers liao!!!! hahakz...got this bunch of bpians who were there earlier than me couldnt finish theirs! and we cip-ians became friends...but lupe nak mintak contact no....the sec 3 guys were v frenly...hahakz...then i helped nana with one roll of stickers and deedee another one roll....so total i did 6 rolls of stickers!!! i was so damn proud of myself....hee2...i knew i didnt waste my time doing cip yet not getting a satisfying 'collection'....know what i mean? hahakz...i'd rather do it properly and feel good about it afterwards. ceywaaaah

and i have more good news! my dearest brother nye sch team is the CHAMPION for the ongoing GPA. kudos dearest brother and also to all those involved in the GPA; be it technical, organisers, actors, extras, whatever lah...i remembered hearing that all of us need teamwork.it's like a jigsaw. if i piece is missing, the whole picture will be destroyed.heehee...and it's true. i think many people can vouch for that.

heehee...know what i realised? my two tyounger brothers each have one side of me...the older one is into malay culture - silat and puisi, and also air rifle,.......the younger one is a sch team player for badminton..and guess what? he plays better than me now! if only my "talent" was maximised when i was younger and not forced to join the drama society back then...hahakz...no lar...i didnt regret being transferred to drama as it was then that my interest was stirred up till now.

i thought 2mr can sleep into the afternoon but boy, i was sooo wrong (hint-usher's caught up) and have to report at 0700hrs outside the sch to go to hwa chong jc and have our theatre rehearsal. haiz.....i just realised we only have 3 more rehearsals before our competition. then it'll be two down, 1 more comp to go. i already missed the 'sajak days'. and soon, i'll be missing the 'syf' days. and sooon, i'll be missing my 'sec 4 days'. Damn..i can't wait for that to happen! hahakz....


My brains were working @ 22:21


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What you Perlu Tahu...About ME!!!



I'm still a student, at the age of sweet sixteen
Loves Music, shopping and friends, like most teens
But cant stand monotony so she steals
Hahakz...Gotcha..i was just kidding!

Top of her list is to SAVE first
then only can she go feed her thirst
for shoes, shirts, accessories
which never seem to cease

Friends are very important to her
She realizes they're the one who can spur
and bring her back on her feet
When she faces cheats

Its not fair to let you only have a glance
Of what she went thru', the songs she danced to
But heck, when is life ever fair?

So read my entries, and you'll know more
I don't care if it is a bore
As long as i get to let out
Whatever that's inside
but understand me you don't
then understand you i won't.

It's where I come from




My honourable [associatno].....

abg adam l ain l aishah l aisyah l arul l azhar my bro l azizah l boon kiat l carmen l chrispin l dan l deebz l denise l diana l dillah l diyanah l effah l faeza l farhana wsss l feldy l fida l fizah l fitrina l fyza zss l haaziq my bro l hafiza l haz l hazimah l huda old buddy l huda ex-cck l jannah l juztyn l karen l lindah l lisa (anak cikgu) l liyana l mas l nanachica l nash l nazilah l paul molina l paul victor l rastachica l seha l sharida l viel l vivian chua l wee peng l xiao jun l yi long l yimmie l yu ding l zul (yiss) l






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